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[crazyfoolstiney]

<--------   That's 100%, absolutely me right now. Which is why I spent last night screencapping and making a TON of new icons AND making stupid art for my AU but not writing any of it. Which means I can't show anyone the pictures because I haven't WRITTEN the story. >.> I'm starting to rethink my "finish the story completely before posting" rule I *JUST* imposed on myself. Maybe journal only until it's finished THEN I'll put it up other places?

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[crazyfoolstiney.livejournal.com]

Hahaha that was one of my Dad's options the other night. I was like ummmm what about E? And he was like better tell her to get some money then. Lol.

[sonora-coneja.livejournal.com]

Haha, awesome. IDK, though, if it's going to work out for me. I thought I could find a nice guy in the military, and it's been... not the case.

[crazyfoolstiney.livejournal.com]

Maybe once you get out that'll change? Though lord it's a pain in the ass and sometimes I wonder if it's worth it. Lol.

[sonora-coneja.livejournal.com]

Military guys tend to view military females as little better than bra-burning feminist whores. So yes, I think it'll get better. *crosses fingers* But yes, relationships do seem to be an awful lot of work.

[crazyfoolstiney.livejournal.com]

Yeah that is most certainly NOT conducive to finding a good mate. And it's a ton of work.

[sonora-coneja.livejournal.com]

I know, right? And IDK... it's like all the women I meet here want bisexuals to pick a team, and guys are like, wut? And I live in a state that just legalized marijuana. Like, wut?

[crazyfoolstiney.livejournal.com]

I will never understand people who are always against people policing their sexuality but will do the same at the drop of a hat.

Damn I need me some of that legalized marijuana... I mean what? >.>

[sonora-coneja.livejournal.com]

It was really difficult for me to realize that... like, you guys want to be so open-minded but keep telling me that I'm *really* a lesbian and I *have* to tell my family ALL about it IMMEDIATELY and if I don't, I'm wrong in your eyes? But you still think you're being friendly and supportive?

I think the important lesson is; everyone's a hypocrite.

But yes, come to Colorado. The judges in Boulder are even grandfathering the new laws in. If you were arrested before the election/vote with 1 ou of weed, you're free to go!

[crazyfoolstiney.livejournal.com]

Ok those are the assholes that I absolutely CANNOT stand.

Guh. Unfortunately, yes.

WOOT!! I'm packing mah bags and on the way!!! xD

[sonora-coneja.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Definitely makes it tougher on us "later in life realization" gals, doesn't it?

But seriously, Colorado has a lot more to offer than hippies and pot... although that is a major consideration for coming here, haha!

[crazyfoolstiney.livejournal.com]

Which is complete and utter bullshit. They shouldn't make it hard on ANYONE just because your path happens to be different than theirs. That's why I'm glad I went through all my crap basically friendless in my podunk hometown. I didn't have all the bullshit that I encountered when I moved to a bigger city. Ugh, I hate people sometimes. >.>

I have friends who live in Colorado and love it. Thoooooough they love the pot as well. xD

[sonora-coneja.livejournal.com]

I know, right? Ugh. There's not much of an LGBT community here in Colorado anyway, and with all the megachurches in my town, I think it makes the "L"s extra defensive or something. The sooner I get out of this place, the better. Beautiful, but...

[crazyfoolstiney.livejournal.com]

I wish I could say it was just defensiveness because of churches but honestly it's what happens when they get so insulated in the community. I mean I had a woman once pretty much attack me verbally because I hung out with a gay male couple more than I did lesbians. "Biatch you just proved WHY I don't hang out with lesbians." >.>

[sonora-coneja.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I could see that. It's a pretty standard theme anywhere, though; you're surrounded by people who are exactly like you, and you get to stop being considerate (OT, but my current favorite example from work, somebody decided to start pronouncing the acronym for a briefing as "queer", and when I tried to point out to my boss that it was insulting, he just gave me this blank look and asked me who was going to care). But anyway, I was excited, thought I'd be able to find some decent people who would understand, and instead I got... that.

[crazyfoolstiney.livejournal.com]

Ugh. You'll def find a groove eventually. It just sucks having to wade through all the assholes first.

[sonora-coneja.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I know. Mostly, though, I just want to move. (

[crazyfoolstiney.livejournal.com]

Moving will def help, I'm sure.

[sonora-coneja.livejournal.com]

Hopefully.