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[crazyfoolstiney]

<--------   That's 100%, absolutely me right now. Which is why I spent last night screencapping and making a TON of new icons AND making stupid art for my AU but not writing any of it. Which means I can't show anyone the pictures because I haven't WRITTEN the story. >.> I'm starting to rethink my "finish the story completely before posting" rule I *JUST* imposed on myself. Maybe journal only until it's finished THEN I'll put it up other places?

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[crazyfoolstiney.livejournal.com]

Which is complete and utter bullshit. They shouldn't make it hard on ANYONE just because your path happens to be different than theirs. That's why I'm glad I went through all my crap basically friendless in my podunk hometown. I didn't have all the bullshit that I encountered when I moved to a bigger city. Ugh, I hate people sometimes. >.>

I have friends who live in Colorado and love it. Thoooooough they love the pot as well. xD

[sonora-coneja.livejournal.com]

I know, right? Ugh. There's not much of an LGBT community here in Colorado anyway, and with all the megachurches in my town, I think it makes the "L"s extra defensive or something. The sooner I get out of this place, the better. Beautiful, but...

[crazyfoolstiney.livejournal.com]

I wish I could say it was just defensiveness because of churches but honestly it's what happens when they get so insulated in the community. I mean I had a woman once pretty much attack me verbally because I hung out with a gay male couple more than I did lesbians. "Biatch you just proved WHY I don't hang out with lesbians." >.>

[sonora-coneja.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I could see that. It's a pretty standard theme anywhere, though; you're surrounded by people who are exactly like you, and you get to stop being considerate (OT, but my current favorite example from work, somebody decided to start pronouncing the acronym for a briefing as "queer", and when I tried to point out to my boss that it was insulting, he just gave me this blank look and asked me who was going to care). But anyway, I was excited, thought I'd be able to find some decent people who would understand, and instead I got... that.

[crazyfoolstiney.livejournal.com]

Ugh. You'll def find a groove eventually. It just sucks having to wade through all the assholes first.

[sonora-coneja.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I know. Mostly, though, I just want to move. (

[crazyfoolstiney.livejournal.com]

Moving will def help, I'm sure.

[sonora-coneja.livejournal.com]

Hopefully.